Thursday, July 21, 2011
Mum was sharing with me some yin and yang storyI get what she's driving at.
I guess she's afraid cause both my sisters' love life is like O.O
And mine is just X.X
She's worried if I'm for yin instead
But oh well.
Not that it's a good thing for them.
They're both a mess really.
Looking at them and some of my friends,
it really doesn't give me much faith in relationships
So why bother right.
Save all the quarrellingcryingshoutingsadness right
I've seen enough.
And i really dont want to go through all that
I mean,
it's nice to have someone..
But going through shit TWICE is enough for me
Kind of not want to put myself in such messes again
It sucks.
To be played a fool first and go through nonsense for the second
And oh well
UNI+DB NO TIME LAA
Ya so back to the yin and yang thing
Like what the hell right
She made it so awkward in a way
I just said i'm not looking for ANYTHING right now
Who knows what will happen in the future right.
Nobody can say for sure.
Oh well.
I really dont know.
Not really worrying abt it anyway.
I'll just wait.
Meantime enjoy every moment of singlehood :)
Finally handover aph stuffs to the rest!
I dont feel very relieved though.
Cause the future is worrying.
And i really dont know how to go about improving things.
I still wanna be there for everyone.
But aye.
I want a break from my family a while.
It's a selfish thought.
But i feel so frustrated and unhappy many times.
And i cant really tell it to people.
Cause no one will understand.
I always wonder why i'm so troubled
Is it cause i'm just such a person?
I need to stop thinking so much.
Let's go and see some windmills! :D
if you cannot change sth, live with it.
10:14